I went to the Dr's yesterday and my BP was 124/121
and I have NEVER had high blood pressure before!

This whole separation and the hectic schedule of the kids - its all really getting to me.

And I'm scraping by on nothing while he has the money to take his new girlfriend on a 4 day vacation! What is up with that???? I had to use a credit card to pick up $70 worth of prescriptions yesterday because our bank card was DENIED!!! (Thanks Feona - you saved me!)

By Feona on Wednesday, May 19, 2010 - 04:26 pm:

They are not supposed to be attracted to anyone else!

By Mommy3girls on Friday, May 21, 2010 - 02:05 am:

Not after only 3 months of separation - with 22 years together! He replaced me rather quickly I think.

By Feona on Saturday, May 22, 2010 - 06:50 am:

Didn't you go on a date first! I think it is pay back and she looks like a pug dog.

You can't be replace!

I knew this was going to hurt like a knife. Everyone I know who gets divorced its is pure pain up to the divorce and one year of pain after the divorce. I am so sorry. Do someone nice for your self that isn't distructive. This sucks!

By Mommy3girls on Sunday, May 23, 2010 - 11:58 am:

yes I did & I asked for it. So I guess I cant say anything. But yes it does sting. I'll be fine though.

By Feona on Monday, May 24, 2010 - 05:59 am:

Sorry, I didn't mean to say it like that. My writing skills suck. You are entitled to be in pain.

Marriage is very hard and getting a Divorce is very very hard.

I am sure you will be able to be happy soon.

But it typically is unhappy until the divorce and unhappy for one year after divorce so don't try to kid yourself. You can try to make yourself happy but if you aren't you are no different for other people. Don't try to kid yourself most people are not alright for two years. Maybe you are different but hiding pain can be worse than feeling pain.

You are an unusually happy person so I hate to see you unhappy.

When you can't take it any more of an unhappy marriage you can't take it anymore.

Sorry for me rudeness.

By Mommy3girls on Monday, May 24, 2010 - 06:00 pm:

Thank you Feona! & I didnt think you were being rude. Just matter of fact. Yes - it's gonna be hard. There is so much going on right now. Were so busy with Jami's graduation & the end of school & me trying to get back to work & the lawsuit and everything. Nothing is easy right now - then I went & asked for this! UGH!! Will I ever learn??

By Feona on Friday, May 28, 2010 - 07:17 am:

They gave me baby amounts of benzos. I suggest it. Very good. 1/2 a pill in morning and night.

Tiny bit.