This morning, at 5:00, I woke up to pee, and saw that when I wiped it was a little dark kind of. So I did a TP check, and there was some brownish discharge I just used the bathroom again, and it's still there! My doctor's office doesn't open until 9:00, so I have to wait! I am freaking out, but trying to stay calm.

It's so sad, because I can't even cry right now!! I am just kind of numb to it all I guess. Just please pray that everything is ok. My worst fear, besides losing this baby, is having to tell Rylee that she isn't going to be a big sister

Now, I am crying!!!

By Annie2 on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 08:24 am:

Ah, Rayanne...it could be normal spotting. Take a deep breath, TRY to relax. Sending thoughts and prayers....I know you will call your dr first thing, please know that we are all here for you!!!
Don't cry...is your dh there? If you want to call me to talk email me ann ie f ar @ ya hoo . com, I'll send you my number

By Rayanne on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 08:28 am:

No, he's at work. I just called him, but told him not to come home. I told him not to come with me to the doctor too, but he said he doesn't want me going alone. I am just so scared, and can't face him if I lose another baby. I am going to feel like such a failure!

By Annie2 on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 08:46 am:

It's not something to feel like a failure for. Remember, it may be normal spotting. Don't fret about it yet. TRY to relax....

By Dana on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 09:14 am:

Hang on Rayanne. And please let your DH attend your dr appt with you. He needs to be there as much as you do. And you need his support too.

I had ongoing bleeding thru both my pregnancies, so as others have said, it could be normal.

I will send a prayer for you and your baby.

By Colette on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 09:26 am:

((Rayanne)) I hope everything will be ok.

By Ilovetom on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 09:34 am:

Rayanne- I did this with both of mine too- hang on until they do an ultrasound. Don't get more upset than you need too til you have too.

I am praying for you.

By Cybermommyx4 on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 09:41 am:

{{{Rayanne}}} You are in our prayers!

By Cat on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 09:46 am:

Rayanne, I spotted for 2 months with Randy and he was a very healthy baby. Hang in there and let the doc check you out. Big hugs and prayers.

By Kateg on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 10:17 am:

{{{Rayanne}}} Tons of prayers!!!!

By Mrsheidi on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 10:20 am:

I also spotted with Connor...it's going to be okay! Have your DH come with you and see what's going on.
Hang in there, it's going to be ok!!

By Annie2 on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 10:42 am:

Thinking about you....

By Dawnk777 on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 10:52 am:

{{{HUGS}}} Keeping you and the little dumpling, in my prayers.

By Paulas on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 11:12 am:

(((((((HUGS)))))))))

Hang in there. It might be nothing to worry about. Praying hard for you!

By Rayelle on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 11:40 am:

Oh honey I'm thinking of you (((HUGS))). Like other I had spotting throughout my pregnancies. I got pin hole tear in the placenta that healed itself over that caused a bit of bleeding with my second so I think there are many reasons besides bad. My first pregnancy ended badly so I understand the extra worry. (((HUGS))) Thinking of you and praying hard!

By Mom2three1968 on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 04:46 pm:

((((((Hugs)))))) and a mountain of prayers for you dear!!

By Bellajoe on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 05:39 pm:

Rayanne??? Are you o.k.? We are all thinking about you and praying for you all! BIG HUGS to you!

By Kaye on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 09:27 pm:

Rayanne...how are you? Sending big prayers up for you right now.

By Kaye on Monday, August 18, 2008 - 09:31 pm:

Just saw your other post..woo hoo...still gunna keep you on my prayer list for peace!