My dear dad passed away
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My dear dad passed away
I've not visited the boards in a few weeks because of a death in the family.
My very dear father passed away on Feb. 13th at 3am. He suffered from emphazema. For the last year he was very sick. He would sit on the couch day in and day out and not get out unless he had to see the doctor. He was so weak that going to the bathroom was a hugh task, he would have to use a urinal bottle. Even holding my 6 month old baby was a battle for him, he would hold her for a few minutes then I would have to take her back because of his lack of breath.
He was put into the hospital 11 days before he died, and was being treated for broncitis. He was transported to ICU on the third day. He had a very good day about 3 days before he passed and I got the chance to tell him how much I loved him and that he was the very best father in the world. I feel very lucky to have had that day with him. He told me that he wants me to take care of the kids, and that he is sorry that he won't see my baby girl grow up. He also said to me to meet in in heaven one day It broke my heart to hear these things. I loved this man more than I can describe. I saw him at least twice a week and talked to him on the phone almost daily. I will miss him so much. Me, my mom, and my brother was at his bed side when he left us. My baby, my 4 year old son, and myself was also diagnosed with broncitis too we are getting better, dad's poor body just could'nt fight it. It's been 17 days and my thoughts are always with him, I still cry everyday. Will it get easier? I know it will with time, but I feel like my life has been put on hold.
Thanks for listening
Mara
Mara,
You have my deepest sympathies, hun. My Gram passed away 2 yrs ago from COPD and Emphezema and it was very hard to watch her go through all she did...and very hard to loose her.
I still miss her very much and always will. Its true that time does ease the hurt. I came to a point where I knew she was going to a much better place than this world and she would be out of pain and suffer no more. It became a comfort to me those final days and in the days after she passed from here to Heaven.
Your father is out of his pain as well. No more suffering-ever. He is in Glory now, where all is peace!
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. each day will become easier to see through the tears, hun. I promise!
*big hugs*
Cathy
I forgot to mention, he passed on the 13th, my birthday was the 16th, we buried him on the 17th. Needless to say my birthdays will never be a happy time for me.
Mara,
You have my deepest sympathies, i'm so sorry for your loss.
(((Mara))),
I am so sorry.
I can't answer your questions, I believe everyone is different.
Mom passed away, it'll be 2 years on 5/16. I know she is in a better place (she had cancer) and she has no pain.
A man from church (mom grew up with him) came and visited one day and he told mom and me that "her work on earth is done and now God needs her in heaven to do his work."
I have my days. She was not only my mom but my best friend, we did everything together. I miss her so much. It was so hard for me to read your post, because I know how you feel.
I saw mom everyday, talked to her on the phone constantly...
She told me Alyssa was born to take the place of her. Alyssa looks just like her as a child and mom said she was pretty much a "pickle" growing up and Alyssa will probably be the same way, lol!
I'm sorry I have no advise, but I do know how you feel. I'm praying for you and your family...
{{{Joan}}} I'm so sorry. Many HUGS and prayers for you and your family during this difficult time.
I am so sorry for your loss. My mother died unexpectedly 14 months ago. It is so very tough. I have no great answers either, but I do understand your loss.
I am so sorry, Mara. Many (((((HUGS)))))) and prayers are with you. I wish there was more I could say.
I'm sorry for your loss. Keeping you in my prayers.
Mara, I'm so very sorry. Sending gentle hugs..
Mara,
I am so sorry for your loss of your Father.
I lost my dear Father almost one year ago this month.It was so hard.he went through a lot.
He also had emphysema.
Like Marg said,everyone is different.
Time will help thats for sure.
I am going to plant a nice tree in my yard this spring in remembrance of my dad.
He loved nature and animals and loved his flower garden..
Think of the happy times !
That always helps and will bring a smile on your face. You and your family will be in my prayers.
I am so sorry Mara.
I am also very sorry for you loss.
((((Mara))))
I know you said your birthdays will never be happy anymore....but it doesn't have to be that way. Just think of all the times you spent with your dad. I know it will be hard at first. I've BTDT with both of my parents.
My mom died on Valentines Day and I was sure that every Valentines Day would be just awful for the rest of my life. After the first couple of "anniversaries" it got easier for me. I'm sure it will for you too.
Just remember what your dad said....he'll see you in heaven!
Lots and lots of hugs for you. Feel free to e-mail me if you would like.
hessey@sisna.com
{{{{{{{{Mara}}}}}}}}
I lost my dad 14 years ago. We had been estranged for many years and I and my kids were just really establishing a close relationship with him when he died. The first year, IMO is the hardest. You go through the *first time without.........* for each occasion. My mom has terminal lung cancer. I know she doesn't have many more years with us.
You never stop missing them, but the pain does lessen and even pass. You have to allow yourself time and space to grieve for him. Each of you will grieve in different ways. Talking helps. So does crying. Eventually you will be able to remember good times, and even the hard times, with less tears and more smiles. It won't always feel this way for you, but sometimes, even years laters, it hits you like a ton of bricks. This past November when my dad's birthday was affected me a lot this time. I was hit with an overwhelming sadness. I don't know why it happened this year. I did OK with the anniversary of his death.
It WILL get better, I promise. Just don't deny yourself the feelings you have right now, and remember it's OK to be sad and cry.
{{Mara}} So, so very sorry... 
((((HUGS))))
{{{Mara}}} Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this difficult time.
As Karen said don't deny your feelings and we are all here for you.
I am lucky enough to still have both parents. I don't know what I would ever do without them. They will both be 70 and I dread the day anything happens to them. But as the say "God will never give you more then you can handle" and that is what I have been going on since the death of my DSS in Dec. They say time will ease the pain and I hope it does.
It is very nice that you got to tell him how much you loved him and how great a dad he was. I bet you have so many memories to cherish. That is something no one could ever take away.
Please keep in touch and let us know how you are doing.
Mara, I'm so sorry that you have lost your Dad. This week would have been my Father's birthday. He died last june. He has really been on my mind and I miss him very much. You'll find that life keeps moving, and you'll move with it. Certain things will bring memories. Try to celebrate all the love and joy you shared. What a blessing you both enjoyed!
{{{HUGS, MARA}}}.
Mara, I am so very sorry. I have lost both of my dear parents, and I share your grief. I am so glad for you and your dad that you got the chance to tell him how much you love him and see him know it.
I can tell you that most of the time now when I think of my parents I have many happy memories that pop into my mind. That will come to you at some time.
My prayers for you and your family.
Mara, I am so very sorry about the loss of your father. My mother has been dead thirteen years and my dad four years. I understand how you feel and will be praying for you.
I too am so very sorry for the loss of your Dad. I can't imagine your pain. I pray that it will lessen over time. I know that you will never forget him though.
Mara,
I am so fortunate to have both my parents here still whom I love dearly. Just the idea of losing one of them brings me to tears, and so I can't even imagine your pain now. I hope you take solace in knowing that your dad left this world knowing in his heart how much he meant to you and that he was truly loved. In the end, that is all that matters, isn't it? I believe your dad is in heaven now with his Maker, his body made whole once again and his spirit looking down on you and his grandbabies until you are reunited with him. Thank you for sharing your loss and I will be sure to give my mom and dad a big hug today and let them know how I love them.
I am so sorry. (((many hugs)))
So sorry. Your in my thoughts and prayers.
Oh, Joan, what sad news. It's such a painful thing to go through, losing a parent. I know there's not much we can do to ease your pain, but please know that we care. ((HUGS))
I am so sorry for your loss.
I am so sad to hear your news. Your family will be in my prayers. (((warm hugs)))
My deepest sympathies Mara... your family will be in my thoughts... (((hugs)))
Hugs, Mara. I have never lost someone close to me, so I have no way to understand your feelings. I will pray that you find the happy times to be a comfort to you. You know how blessed you were to have a father you could love so much.
I'm so sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my prayers.
Thanks to all of you from the bottom of my heart. The thing I keep having to tell myself is that he still lives, and although I do not see him now one day I will see him again. That is what keeps me going. Knowing that our relationship is not lost forever.
Thanks for all the kind words and support
Mara
Just wanted to say that I am very sorry to hear that your father passed away. Hugs for you and your family.
Deepest sympathy to you on the passing of your dear Dad. Prayers and ((hugs)) to you.
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