We left over a week ago to go snow skiing in Colorado. Arrived at our destination Saturday afternoon after driving all night and all day. Began skiing Sunday. Had a GREAT trip until Tuesday, I was skiing down a beautiful run at Keystone when my cell phone rang. It was my Mom on the other end calling to tell me my Grandmother had just passed away. We left Colorado Friday morning and drove down to west Texas for her funeral on Saturday morning. She was the first of my grandparents to go. So it is truly an unbelievable thing. One minute I feel like its real and I am crying, the next minute I feel like I am in a dream and it isnt really happening. I will miss her more than words can express. My Grandparents are such wonderful people. I have been so blessed by God for having them in my life for so long. She was 81 yrs old. She went quickly (collapsed in the kitchen with my grandad by her side, due to a massive heart attack). My Grandad is 85 and is soooo sad and scared. He was blaming himself that he couldnt revive her. He is talking of how lonely he will be now. They would have celebrated 64 yrs of marraige in June. My Grandma was so good to us and I can never thank her for all she did and all she taught me.

If you have something to say to a loved one-- say it while you still can. I do believe my Grandma is in heaven now with all of her loved one's and I do believe I will see her again one day. But I am sure going to miss her until that day comes.

By Mommyduncan on Sunday, February 15, 2004 - 06:41 pm:

Conni,

I am so sorry to hear about this. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers!!!

By Marg on Sunday, February 15, 2004 - 06:43 pm:

((((Conni)))

I know how you feel, I am 37 and have lost all my family members except my dad and a nephew. I constantly miss them and remember all the wonderful times we had.

You are in my prayers

By Pamt on Sunday, February 15, 2004 - 06:46 pm:

I am so sorry Conni. My grandmother, who is so so dear to me, is 92 so I know my time left with her is short. I try to se her as often as I can even though she is in another state. I'm sorry for your loss. I'll pray for strength and comfort for your family. {{{Conni}}}

By Sunny on Sunday, February 15, 2004 - 06:47 pm:

I'm so sorry. (((hugs)))

By Jackie on Sunday, February 15, 2004 - 06:49 pm:

Im so sorry for your sad news.

By Gammiejoan on Sunday, February 15, 2004 - 07:08 pm:

I am so sorry for your loss, Conni. I will be praying for your family, especially your grandfather. I can imagine how lost he must feel.

By Marcia on Sunday, February 15, 2004 - 08:44 pm:

Conni, I'm so sorry for your loss.

By Mommyathome on Sunday, February 15, 2004 - 10:44 pm:

(((((hugs))))))

By Bobbie on Sunday, February 15, 2004 - 10:50 pm:

(((HUGS))) from me too. And prayers for your family, especially Grandpa. ((HUGS))

By Texannie on Sunday, February 15, 2004 - 11:33 pm:

I am so sorry for your loss!

By Bea on Monday, February 16, 2004 - 12:00 am:

Conni, I'm so sorry for your grief. Cherish the fact that you had her for so long. You have so many wonderful memories. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

By Christylee on Monday, February 16, 2004 - 12:07 am:

I am sorry to hear of your loss, I lost my Grandpa this past August so I know what you are going through. Hang in there it does get easier.

(((HUGS)))

By Bellajoe on Monday, February 16, 2004 - 07:47 am:

Conni, i'm sorry for your loss. My grandmother passed away a week and a half ago. My grandfather had taken car of her for at least 10 years while she was sick. I'm sure he is feeling rather lost and lonely now too. ((HUGS))

By Trisa on Monday, February 16, 2004 - 08:32 am:

So sorry for your loss.

By Cat on Monday, February 16, 2004 - 08:33 am:

Oh, Conni. I'm so sorry. Prayers for your family, especially your Grandad.

By Mcrosby57 on Monday, February 16, 2004 - 09:00 am:

Connie,

I'm so sorry for your loss. Hang onto the wonderful memories. We will be praying for you and your family.

Mary

By Karen~moderator on Monday, February 16, 2004 - 09:03 am:

Conni, I'm so sorry. I've lost all of my grandparents and one of my parents. It's never easy. {{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}

By Eve on Monday, February 16, 2004 - 10:50 am:

Conni, I'm so sorry for your loss. It's not an easy thing to go through. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better. ((HUGS))

By Newbabysarah on Monday, February 16, 2004 - 12:15 pm:

I am truly sorry for your loss. ((((HUGS))))

By Sue3 on Monday, February 16, 2004 - 01:36 pm:

sorry for your loss.

By Trina~moderator on Monday, February 16, 2004 - 02:19 pm:

{{{Conni}}} Hugs and prayers for your family during this difficult time.

By Amy~moderator on Tuesday, February 17, 2004 - 12:12 am:

((((((Connie)))))))
I'm truly sorry to hear this.

By Insaneusmcwife on Tuesday, February 17, 2004 - 10:05 pm:

(((hugs)))
I'm sorry for your loss